Torn edges ( Read more... )

So my friends bring up thoughts that i would not care to venture, but do because i care, and now im so lost that i couldnt find an answer if it bit me on the nose. But i thought of something: girls somehow take away the most intricate or simple problem with a laugh, smile, or even just a look. I wish it could be like bottled, and distributed. I ( Read more... )

Sit, wish, wait. He falls apart in his hands. Hope leaves his desolate crevace of a heart. Its not like he had much there in the first place, its just that it feels different when its broken. A void left by a family unknow is being hoplessly replaced things of this world. Given a bad hand, he folds his last card, as if to give up. But no. Life, " ( Read more... )

OK wow its been a loooonnnnngggg time. Life has been one of the scariest roller coasters that ive ever been forced on. apparently when you are in the lowest of lows in life, ones philosophys become crazy good. I would rather have no theory on anything and be happy than my current being. but i am happy, and i know it, but sometimes its hard to make ( Read more... )

I just got back from moving my brother into his dorm at NAU. I know its not that far but its still gone. Its like Im so used to seeing him when I got home. Even if we werent getting along it was still reasureing. We used to be like best friends or at least from my perspective. Then after a while it wasnt cool to hang out with your little brother ( Read more... )

Yeah i havent posted in like a lonnnnnnggggggg ace time. so ive been doing not so great. but im not like as depressed as i used to be thanks to these like herbal things. i have to take like 3 pills and this mix stuff but non of it is like perscription. its like natural stuff. i thihnk it may be helping. but anyway i realized that i REALLY liked ( Read more... )

so i just wrote a long song and i accidentaly clicked the back button and its gone. dang ( Read more... )

Its like ripping off a bandaid, they said, hurts while its fresh but after a while it'll heal. yeah. So was kinda, and still am, depressed about the Hinkles moving. But it helped me realize that i suffer from depression. Now I dont want any sypmathy because that'll just make me worse and worse from here is like death. I just never wanted to be put ( Read more... )

so im leaving for a cruise to alask. yeah its not as nicce as it sounds. my granpa died and we thought that the best thing to do was to use our "inheritance" to bring the family closer together. so we are taking the entire family on a cruise to a beautiful place. i hope its better than our other big vactations. two kinda ruined by my mom and 1 ( Read more... )

I just got back from my dive meet and i got 3rd! woot. I shoulda beat this kid that got second but i had to mess up wone of my dives. phooey. I coulda beat him. \/grr. oh well i stil got third and its only my second year diving. what now kids. of course my friend got 1st with a sick score of like 175.(i got 125.7....eh ( Read more... )