im sry for today... tomorrow i promise i will try harder not to cry :( im just gonna miss everyone.... i wish there was a way to take all of you with me cuz you know that if i could i would cuz that would be perfect then i would have everyone.... but i know that i will be happy and i just want to let you all know that you can come to visit me any ( Read more... )

well not too too much to say as of latley... 3 weeks from tomorrow and i am going to be leaving, i am kinda sad that i am not going to be able to see everyone for a while but on the other hand i am really happy because i am going to be able to be with keith... :) lol there is a lot of shit going on at home right now that i really dont want to get ( Read more... )

well its been a while sence i last updated and there really aint to much to say capt for now i know where my crazyness comes from... i swear to god my mom must be on at least 5 diff kinds of drugs cuzza the way that she is acting... on min she is telling me to "dont let the door hit you in the ass when you finally leave" and then the next she is ( Read more... )

well there really aint to much to say as of latley.... just thinking of how i am going to tell my mom that i am going to be leaving, that should prove to be an intresting day that i am not really looking forward to lol... its raining out and i am thinking of going out for a walk just cuz its raining and i want to.... i miss keith.... i hate this ( Read more... )

hey i just wanted to say that this has been the best week of my life... and i dont mean that just to sounds all corney and shit i really mean that this has been the best week of my life... i cant ever rember being this happy before!! keith is serisouly the best guy that i could ask for there is no one in this world who is better for me... i mean ( Read more... )

well its been a while sence i updated and sence there is nothing to do i figured that i would fill you in... shit at home still sucks massivly ((we all know that that is NEVER going to change so no big surpirises there)) i got to see keith on sat... lol we had mad fun then dopey and keith drove me and morgan back to her house and there is a story ( Read more... )

everything is perfect... i love it... i alomsot dont want to say it cuz of fear of jinxing it but i am going to anyways... there is absoulty nothing that could go wrong... i am happy, finally getting along with mi mom, i get to talk to keith everyday, im autully doind fairly well in school, i just cant beleave it ;) :) lol i think that that is all ( Read more... )

well not too much to say for today... everything is better with keith no more crying for me!... got ganged up on about 5 times by dopey and steve ((they seam to think that it is funny to tickle me cuz aparently i squeek but w.e its funny)) dopey and steve are going to elope ((inside joke dont take me serisouly plz you people tend to do that)) dopey ( Read more... )

ok my parents are offically fucking assholes! steve drove me home from school and we hung out at my house for a lil while and of corse as soon as we get there my mom fucking pulls out a photo album that had pictures of me in a dress ((witch was not willing i got a new raido, got to die my hair pink, and $50)) now steve wants a copy of the picture ( Read more... )

some days are good... some days are bad... but now most of them are good! :)