ok the only reason i am wrighting in this is because i want to tell all of you that yes i AM going back out with derek and i dont want to hear shit from any of you... its mi life mi choice not your you got something to say GUESS WHAT?!?!? i DONT want to fucking hear it!! and if you still have a problem with that then i dont want to talk to you cuz ( Read more... )

well lets c... finally finshed taking drivers ed it was so boring and so easy... got stoned durring every break with kyle ((4 breaks a day and kyle is madd hott!!)) i mean if u can do that and still get a fucking 94 advrage there has got to be something wrong... o yeah sleeping with the teachers kid... maby thats it lol... so i guess that this ( Read more... )

well lets c what is going on today... its christmas eve and it is 3:18 exactly and i have already managed to "ruin christmas again" i aparently do this every year by being a bitch and not wanting to be home, well honestly i dont c how anyone can stand to be in this house cuz all that any one ever dose is fucking blame everyything on people who ( Read more... )

well lets c there aint too much to say today cept that amanda and mi mom and mi da are all wicked fucking gay and i am so pissed off i dont even c the point in this so i am going to go cuz if i keep wrightall i am going to do is get people pissed off at me

well theres not really to much to say other than i stopped taking mi antidepresant cuz i am sick of it and i just dont really care about shit no more.... well i dont think that there is to much to say cept that i am going to email mr. gougen and ask him if he wants to come to visit us on thurs when we are haveing the christmas party i think that ( Read more... )

nothing to much new today... went to the hospital today cuz there is something wrong with mi intestins but they wont know what it is for 2 days for some gay reason... i dont ever recomend going to milford hopsital to anyone cuz u will be waiting for ever today we were there for fucking five and a half hours! fucking GAY! nothing to much else to say ( Read more... )

i dident go to school today cuza the snow and mi bus was over 20 mns late so i went home and went back to bed... i am kinda pissed that i dident get to go though cuz i wanted to talk to steve today but i guess that i will just call or text him later... had a pretty boring day but yester day sucked cuz all i did was get fucking yelled at... mom told ( Read more... )

well last time when i was venting... it wasent really aimed at one person per say, it was 2 diff people that i happned to roll in to one so i am sry ( Read more... )

yeah i guess that it has been a while but i dont really care the only reason that i am writin in this is cuz aparently im not trust worthy enough to talk to about things anymore everyone else can know whats going on with someone that i concidred one of mi best friends but i cant for some fucked up reason that no one wants to tell me but whatever it ( Read more... )

its been a while... i have been busy a lot of shit going on and i dont want to talk about all of it... gramps is wicked sick and he shouldent be liveing by him self no more but he is a stubon old man and he is not going to listen to anyone and that makes me wicked pissed off cuz i worri about him and so do eveyone else... *sigh* and i picked THE ( Read more... )