Tomorrow is my last day at Ubisoft, they are doing mass layoffs, but there is a lot I don't understand. There will be several waves of layoffs and even though I'm a top performer I'm part of the first group where others in my category (people employed over a year) are being kept. Doesn't seem fair, the only thing that makes some sense is apparently ( Read more... )

Got an appointment tomorrow instead of Jan 6th, now I can have a peace of mind about what the hell is wrong with me.

Anddd my wife got promoted today, so now we will definitely have enough money in fall to go to Tokyo!

Just have to make it to January 6th for my doctor appointment, feels so far away.

Still feel like shit, some of the pain isn't as bad but the breathing trouble is still bothering me.

Must make it!

Glad my wife is being super supportive and helping me out. :)

Still sick ( Read more... )

I hate this time of the year, it's great spending time with my wife and buying gifts for each other, that I love and her ( Read more... )

I'm terrified of dying.
Makes it worse when your married.
You don't want to leave them behind and all your plans.

I really hate our healthcare system they make it so hard to get insurance and be seen by a doctor, then when you do it costs so much money.

I just want to be healthy :(

"I got your number and you owe me ( Read more... )

I regret the journey but not the outcome. -Me

I really hate being the guy who can't let go of the past, didn't help reading this journal...

I just wish I could go back and change some stuff, give some people a chance.

I finally found Alex and now her and I will be posting on here again.

Such a relief to have my BFF/Sister back, she means a lot to me and I refuse to lose track again.

I lost track of Alex who was like a sister to me and someone I didn't mean to lose contact with, also lost track of Cathryn who was also close to me, ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh