well i got every thing done today,Finally i can site my ass down and do nothing...iam feeling ok today.its alittle odd that iam starting to get morning sickness agin.(nigger)but other then that things are doing ok.iam missing kevin more and more every day and its starting to bug the fuck out of me and my mother an i are getting closer and closer ( Read more... )

Things starting out pretty good.iam feeling alittle under the wearth but i guess my body is still trying to get use to the florida air.You know its sad when i go to bed all i can think about is kevin.it drives me insane.i cant help but to blame myself for what ive done but i know it was the right thing to do i swer it was but i miss the wormth of ( Read more... )

well its been for ever sents ive gotten on this damn thing.i dont know were to begin...well let me start from the beginning.i meet the greatest man in the world.he was something new and fun an i couldnt get enough of him.his name is kevin james dickason,a 23yrs and how as the great personality.we got together around Dec10 to shorten things up a ( Read more... )

happy b-day for brie.about time....
anyways iam down with the cold feeling like shit and iam a little high on the pills so i gotta go
iam about to make dinner.
peace out bitchess

damn its been a long time sents ive been on.all i have to say is that my life suxs nigger ballz.its true for once in my life can admit is that MY LIFE SUXS ( Read more... )

ok iam really getting tired of this shit.i cleaned the hole fucking apartment and what do i get when i wake up around 7 oclock in the fucking morning.food every were,tv on ,there are cups and plates all over the place.after i told every one that there is NO EATING IN THE FUCKING LIVING ROOM.carys fucking cloths in the hall way and fucking dog shit. ( Read more... )

ok my life is nothing but a complete big boring rid that will never FUCKING END.GOD I JUST HATE MY FUCKING LIFE THERE IS JUST NOTHING IN MY LIFE THAT WILL BE FUN.YOU KNOW THIS IS BAD MY LIFE IS GOING TO REPEAT ITS Self.I KNOW THAT WHEN IAM HELPLESS OR BORED OUT OF MY GOD BLESSED MIND I END UP GETTING THE THE WORSE OF TRUOBLE BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I ( Read more... )

ive been bored out of my fucking mind.last nite i talk to one of my roomates from upstairs.i know that he is black.but talking to him for thee hours and like people and about all the problems in that were having made me feel really good about myself.and for the frist time that ive been in this apartment i have some one that i can call a friend.i ( Read more... )

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well ive started my period today and i feel like shit.b/c iam getting sick agin.i cant take this shit anymore.i hate the fact fucking steve ate all the good.what a fat basterd.kate buyed food forevery one.and i could only eat 2 slices.when i woke up i found my hole box was missing.all he does is sleep,eat,and play the ps2 all fucking day.you know ( Read more... )