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[lostboy_panda31]

well iam at carys moms house.just got done getting HIGH!!!dude ive been getting HIGH for about 4weeks straight and ive been doing it about three to four times a day now and well iave just smoked myslef fucking stupid.really i can feel the lack of brain cells running in my head.i mean i feel smarter but realy iam not.latey ive notice that ive been

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[morbidsoulsrus]

Listen and I warn you now what I'm going to say might sound mean, but as your friend you'll hear it. Yeah, in the begining it was your moms fault, but don't you think its high time you fucking got over it and grew up? No one ever seems to listen when I give them advice and this is how things always turn out. Fucked the hell up. First of all, quit, I'm not asking you to, I'm telling you to, so fucking quit now before you become a drug addicted homeless mother of four wander the streets of downtown Orlando and sleeping in my building's parking lot like the rest of those hobos. I don't want to hear one single sylable about how your different and how it will never happen to you, because you know what? I said this would never happen to me and it always does! I will not let my friend fuck up their lives! Get a JOB!!! I don't care how you do it, but do it. (Try to keep it legal though) No, not fuck the world, fuck your world. But you know who controls your world? YOU. So if you dont like it, fix it. If you dont fix it, then dont complain. I

[lostboy_panda31]

ok noelle what the fuck.do you really think that your making anything better then what it is.frist off cary and i feed them not the other way around.the appartment is doing fine by the way.and NEVER IN A MILLION FUCKING YEARS WILL I EVER HAVE TO GROW UP!!! ALL MY FUCKING LIFE IVE BEEN HAVING SOMEONE TELL ME TO GROW UP OR HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE.YES I KNOW THAT MY MOTHER WASNT THERE FOR ME WHEN IVE NEEDED HER.BUT YOU CANT PIONT ANY FINURES B/C YOUR MOM ISNT THERE FOR YOU SO YOU DONT NEED TO BITCH EITHER...OK...YOU KNOW ITS THE SAME LIKE YOU CUTTING.I WOULD RATHER SMOKE MY LIFE AWAY THEN CUT MY ARMS AND LEGS AWAY AND HAVE MY KIDS ASK WHY WOULD I DO SUCH A THING LIKE THAT.oOo BY THE WAY IAM ON BIRTH CONTROL.YES SOMETHING THAT YOU THE DOCTORS GIVE YOU SO THAT YOU WONT GET FUCKING KIDS.I DIDNT WONT TO SAY ANYTHING BEFORE WHEN YOU WROTE IN MY LAST JOURNAL ABOUT SOMETHING LIKE THIS.BUT YOU HAVE GONE TO FAR.WHATEVER YOU DO DONT TELL ME TO LIVE MY LIFE