oooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo MY GOD I DO I DO BELIEVE IN THE GODESS.I JUST STARTED MY PERIOD.IAM SO FUCKING HAPPY.NOELLE IF I JUST STARTED MY PERIOD THEN SO WILL YOU.IVE DID A HELL ALOT OF PRAYING AND MY PRAYING HAS DONE SOME GOOD.I NEED A REALLY BIG ASS CIGG(JKJK)MMMAAAAHHHHHHAAA.OK I GOTTA GO
BYE BYE
LOVE PANDA BEAR

well mara forgot about me.for the frist time last nite i was able to go to bed at 11.i never felt so good to get a full eight hour sleep.but something really groose woke me up in the moring around 7ish.i left my window open so a fucking roach came in my room and was flying around.the little fucker just so happen to land on my god damn arm.i just ( Read more... )

you know what i found real funny today.my mommy wake me up so that i could make breakfast.when she came in my room it scard the shit out of me.she didnt kick me out of bed or scream at me.she did it in a nice sweet what that i total forgot were i was.i still thought that i was having my dream.i was at noelles had junior was the one that wake me up ( Read more... )

my dreams are hopeless,ive praved to the godess but still no answer ( Read more... )

well anyways my mommy is going to take the day off from work and chill at the house.(big smile)she wants go shopping.mmaahhh its time to kill the credit cards.well i have nothing to do.i just put my little sister to bed(pain in the ass)and i really really miss my pan and my fellow lost boys(tear)brie if you still care you know it would be nice to ( Read more... )

well iam getting sader and sader.do my friends really miss me?everyone is going out and iam stuck here at home having nothing to do.i need to get the money from thomas that he owns me.and i need the 35 dollars that WAS my red rabbie meaning my bong that noelles mom found out and so fucking happenly throw it away.grrr and iam in a shit hole.my dad ( Read more... )

well noelle left and iam sad now,we talked about junior and richi the ass hole.my op. my emotions are like a roller coster really they are.i feel as if junior and i are ment to be.i can feel his pain when we are on the phone and when he trys to hide it.there have been so many times that ive held him in my arms that its like iam the man in the ( Read more... )

i got the best news in the hole world.my mothers friend is the manager at tropical smoothly so now iam going to be getting a job there ( Read more... )

ok What the fuck is going on man.there are big ass fucccccking trucks that are going throw MY FUCKING AREA LIKE ITS A FUCKING PLAY GROUND DONT THESE ASSHOLES KNOW THAT THEY NEED TO BE GOING 25 IN THIS AREA.I MEAN COME ON CANT I GET SOME GOD DAMN SLEEP AROUND THIS FUCKING HELL HOLE.AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAA IAM LIKE A FUCKING ANIMAL THATS WAITING ( Read more... )

i didnt get any fucking sleep at all last night.i stayed up till 5 oclock in the fucking morning play fucking pokemon.yea say it iam a big ass loser.i dont know why i shouldnt sleep.it was like....well i dont know?i cant exsplan well maybe i can.i had one of those images when you know that the person that you claim to love is doing something when ( Read more... )