holy shit i haven't updated this thing in a very very very very very long time...yet, i still have nothing to say. all the "hardcore pc band" kids have a livejournal so i think ill just stay to instant messaging...mucho love and buh bye!

ok vic if you read this, i don't agree with what you are doing and what you are doing to my pants!!! read my xanga, i clearly state that what you are doing to your TRUE friends is horrible. we care so much about you, but im like the only one who believes we should let you figure it out and not confront you about it. i don't like you haning out in ( Read more... )

so im suck in a pickle...hehe, no seriously. i like zach and all, but i definitely like someone else a wholeeeee shit load...shit! this always happens. i have liked this person for awhile, but it was a from a far kinda thing, and so i never really talked to them. well, now we hang out and fuck fuck fuck!!! this makes me sad. i just want to like ( Read more... )

ok if you read my "MUDD" entree, that makes me cry everytime. the whole thing about i don't know what i would do if i lost someone close to me again, i ball my eyes out everytime. i really miss him...unfortunatly. i wish i could perfect. i wish i could be happy, but shit happens and shit=me...ok well that was emo, im sad now...oh well. i catch youz ( Read more... )

all you guys need to know is that matt and i broke up...big suprise there. i really actually started to love him, and he left. what can i say, i was hurt, but high school goes on...shit and all.

i totally got stuck in the mudd in the field next to my house with matt. if i could choose who i wanted to be stuck in the mudd with for 3 HOURS i wodda picked matt. People underestimate my feelings sumtimes...i get sad when that happens. i really do love matt...even though sometimes i can't show affection that well, but im getting sooo much better ( Read more... )

there is no school!!!! im so excited...and im finally happy!!! i finally got what i have be longing for, for so long...im happy!!!

wow i don't understand how hateful someone could be. i don't it.

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[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]What's your name? ::HelenaBirthplace ::Oklahoma CityAge ::15...almost 16Age you act ::something older than 15Current location ::my houseEye color ::brown/green/orangeHair color ::black/redRight, lefty or ambidextrous? ::ambidextrous ( Read more... )

so rake and john heim just left my hosue. we all went to the conservatory (me, rake, heim, and kyle), but before we went in to watch Stock Market Crash we went next door to the CD store and hung out in there. then we went and watched the awesome show of John Curtis!!! Rake got mad b-cuz he couldn't get a good picture and heim kept moving around. ( Read more... )