i don't know where i stand anymore. i wanted so much, and still kind of do, but now that some things seem possible i dont even know that i really want them. i can never be happy because i want something so bad when i cant have it but when i can i get confused. i always make the wrong descision too... i just try to go with life and see where it ( Read more... )

augh!! i feel so tired and out of it latley. exams sucked majorly...english, i hope everyone one else did bad too so theres a good curve, spanish, wtf i couldnt even read the story part let alone answer logically...sigh..ah well its all over now..schools out ( Read more... )

thursday i went to a design clinic for yearbook..we designed next years cover. im so excited. we then went to pete and eldas for lunch, and yes i ate an entire XXL pizza and got a tshirt (wow i felt so sick after that ( Read more... )

for those of you who havent picked up on it yet, i have a new screenname...queseraserax

ADD IT NOW!!! (and im me!)

although godspell does own my life...i must say it isnt really that bad anymore....yea theres still the unimportance and certian annoying people, but its ok..i think im just in a new state of mind. they showed us the set today with the lighting and such and we got to watch some of it, and it really is amazing and really inspiring. i think the play ( Read more... )

and lacy and southern regional....i just talked to my friend who goes to freehold (my district(i think)) and he got out at 12...y aren i out???...can u tell im very very very bored and annoyed???

*EDIT*
I GOT OUT EARLY!!!hehe

and there goes brick...sigh...

anyone up for ihop during period 4 exam? let me know

so i got some really good advice today:
"you need to think like a kid for more then 5 seconds and just have fun"
thanks tommy

you know your getting old when u start to wish you had more time before christmas. when ure young christmas cant come sooner, but now theres just too much stress involved. its kinda sad. i miss the days of santa clause and excitement