i hate fake friends. im in a bad mood. this isnt worth it i dont care anymore.

so yea graduation ( Read more... )

i love thunderstorms!!!!!!!!!!

so sometimes things don't work out the way you thought they would...or hoped they would..and we can trouble ourselves thinking about how it could have been how we wanted it if we did things differently, but the truth of it is that we did things the way we did for a reason..we used logic and our morals, and we went with our hearts and or brains...we ( Read more... )

so today, i planted a garden. i planted tomatoes, squash, eggplant, and peppers. im excited. im a loser<3

hmm so i was reading back over old lj posts...and it was interesting to see what was actually in here..i tend to write stuff and then forget, so much i couldnt even guess as to what was actually going on..all the times i wrote in such bad moods, i know i felt terrible but looking back it all really must have been so trivial, nothing that had a ( Read more... )

so its offical..i decided to go to FDU as an elementar ed/psychology double major.. im actually really excited..i was up there today and my dad bought me a hoody and some other fun stuff..i still cant believe that in a few short months ill be in college, its so wierd

so its been along time since ive written in this thing...senior year has come and is now almost over and ive been doing alot of thinking about life and and what is really important..thoughts of friends, and who will actually still be important to me this time next year...ive also been thinking about all of the things i had hoped would happen during ( Read more... )

today was my first day on register at pathmark! whoop whoop! im proud to say i didnt screw anything up too bad.. although not many people work theyre first day and then tell their boss their leaving for 2 weeks this weekend...but in my defence i told them during my interview..its not my fault they forgot..but she seemed cool about it..just ( Read more... )

I've realized in the past few days that I am a VERY jealous person, i can never just be happy for people, i need to want what they have..