and its back again.

last night was awesome! i went to work then karas and we hung out there with 3 little kids and then charlie and mackenzie(little sister) came and picked us up and went to the haunted forest and we had alto of fun. mackenzie calls me her new best friend. and yeah the kids were crazy but it was alot of fun. well afterwards we went to charlies house ( Read more... )

at a loss of words. confused. susption taking over my body and the lack of you making me crumble to the ground. and all i wanted was a simple answer. i geuss that was always too hard for you... simple.

so this is how it feels to lose everything. everyday i feel like dying more and more. everyday it gets harder and harder. but this time i have got to be strong. this time ive got to make it threw. we both have done some horrible things. and we both deserve so much more. i really did always think id spend the rest of my life with him. but as days go ( Read more... )

hmmmm this is just great.

why do i let this happen? why do i trust anyone! this is bull. i was so happy untill she came into my life n fucked everything over. but yet i still want to trust her and call her one of my best friends. geuss what noone reads this anymore, so im just gonna say everything. i feel like shes fucking with me. i feel like ashtin hates me but is being ( Read more... )

omg that party was crazy! so first it was me, ashtin, matt, tommy, eric, shelby and j. at ashtins house. well we had to fit all of us into tommys car which was crazy. and then we picked up tommys cousin on the way. so we were jamm packed. well we went to matthews house and got his mini van and piled half of us into tommys car and half into ( Read more... )

im bored. hehe. im glad im back to how i use to be. well im back to the way i use to be with a kink. im the same but different, all hard to explain. meh o well. living life with no since of time. this weekend will be a blast. and so will the rest of life. yay! im more layed back now. and im the person sticking up for me and all my friends. so thats ( Read more... )

i dont know why id o this anymore. omg why did i even listen to her. she screwd my entire life up. everything! this isent worht it, not worth her friendship. not worth any of it. you knwo what kevin i knwo youll never read this but incase you do im sorry. im sorry your not talking to me anymore. and im aorry i ever even listend to her in the first ( Read more... )

i think im going to get a new one of these. so i can actually talk about the things i want to talk about.