I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I keep saying I’ll sleep, that I’ll get out of this habit of staying awake all night but just end up sleeping all day and missing school. I can’t miss school anymore or I’ll probably end up in jail or something. I hate school, well I don’t hate school in general in fact I love school, I love learning I just hate ( Read more... )

Where you are still awake but want to sleep, and know that if you just laid down you would drift off but the problem is you just don't want to go lay down yet because you don't want to sleep but you don't know why. Then suddenly its 3 in the morning and you realize that if you go to sleep now you wont wake until the afternoon. There must be ( Read more... )

It seems like every time my life is looking up the rest of the family falls apart. Sarah is being bitch and a control freak and mom is depressed and will never get out of bed and I’m stuck here doing the things I need to do to make my life the best it can be and finally making progress with school and other life things and all they do is yell and ( Read more... )

It’s a month into the new year and I’m feel great. School has finally been sorted out, and I think I’m going to be able to get a lot of credits in, in just a short period of time. Now all I need to do is focus on school and get it over with so the rest of my life can begin. I know I’m only 16 and still in high school but I feel like it is holding ( Read more... )

So I’m not going to my class tonight even though I know I should. I’m not going because mom is going crazy with her work stuff, my cats are going insane and Sarah is busy busy busy with her finals. So I’m staying home from class and cleaning the house and my room so we can finally get our Christmas tree. Its like ten days to Christmas or something ( Read more... )

So I started this journal not to add friends (Unless you want to be added) but to get things off my mind and to actually have something to look back at and laugh at my retarded life. Now for the real posts to begin.