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So I believe that I single handedly ruined the absolute last good friendship I had with another human being. You know how sometimes you do something so out of character and embarassing..you just want to put your head between a car door and let er' rip? Yeah. We were friends going out on a little pretend date today, and it was totally fun and ( Read more... )

This week, much like last week, blew. I mean really,I think I came home in tears every night over the past four days. It wasn't like work was so bad, but everytime I'm forced to get into a car with my Mother..she unleashes this random firey pit of wrath and rages on me until I'm literally begging her to stop. She's a mean person in general, but ( Read more... )

My spring-break blew. I worked, I injured myself, and today I was forced to go get my eyes checked (large EYEBALL phobia). The guy said that dialation drops only worked for two hours, and yeah..I've been blinded all day at work and people kept staring at my eyes trying to figure out if I was stoned or not. Ha! I wish ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes you get a few spare minutes in your life to just simply stop and look around? You notice how the people around you have changed, how your life has changed, how you've changed? And it's like..what the fuck? I had my back turned for ONE minute and suddenly everything is different? I hate how fast life moves, and there isn't a ( Read more... )

So when I applied for this receptionist job, I thought I'd be answering phones and smiling at strangers all day. No one mentioned INSANE amounts of paper work and millions and millions of numbers that need adding and subtracting. Seriously, the amount of paperwork I do on a nightly basis is like something out of Enron, it's rediculous. And it's ( Read more... )

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So I'm laying in bed this morning after getting home from class, and basically..I was upset. I was crying my eyes out, actually. Just a bundle of reasons led to my emotional outburst, none of which I'll go into. Ok, so i'm laying there sobbing and saying overly dramatic things like "Whhhhyyy!?" and "Why can't something good EVER happen to me ( Read more... )

Me and my brother were never really all that close growing up, despite our small age difference and the fact that we had far too many mutual friends. We never recognized the fact that we were all that we had, just me and him in this huge crazy ass family we have. I was the quiet church girl who followed every rule ever invented, and he was the ( Read more... )

As you can probably tell, I've been pretty down these past few weeks. I decided that this was the weekend that I would just get over it. Put it behind me, move on, stop sulking, all that good stuff. I've always given myself a certain time limit for my emotions, as robotic as that sounds. Like when i'm really upset, I tell myself "Ok..you can count ( Read more... )