So 2005 was an interesting year for me. I should start by saying that the last four years of my life have been excrutiating in every way possible. Everyone I ever cared about died, I wanted to kill myself so many times I cant count on one hand, and I went officially crazy. Literally, I saw things that were not there and I heard things that did not ( Read more... )

Sorry for the lack of updates. I could lie and say that I've been tres' busy with my exciting social and love life, but I suck at lying. So I'll tell you I've been incredibly depressed, and yeah. Christmas was a disaster, but that was expected considering my family doesn't know how to act like normal human beings. There was yelling and screaming ( Read more... )

Ok, so I almost DIED yesterday. I had some last minute shopping to get done with the brother. Me and my bro figured that SURELY the highways shouldn't be too congested yet, since the real rush for holiday travelers would be Friday (today). Holy tacos were we wrong. I've never seen such slow non moving traffic before! Lets get a few things straight ( Read more... )

Christmas week! Talk about stress. I'm so happy this semester is over with though, and I passed all of my classes. Except for the D I got in Oceanography. I hated that class, lol ( Read more... )

So I dragged my ass out of bed at 7am to go take a final. I looked like death, seriously. I lost my voice last night and had hoped it would come back today but it didnt! When I went to the testing center I had to write down all of my info on a piece of paper for them because I couldnt talk, haha. And I went through a whole pack of kleenex in like ( Read more... )

RAAAWRRRR. How is it that on the biggest party night of the entire semester..I come down with strep throat? Talk about suckage. Now, i'm not a fan of parties..and I'm not a big fan of drinking..but I had totally planned on being trashed by 11pm. Oh well. Now I'll be trashed on "Multi Sympton Night Time Syrup". Gag. I want my pina colada ( Read more... )

Words can't express the happines that I feel whenever I'm reminded that there are only three weeks left of this semester. Of course, I'm already registering for Spring semester, but it's nice to pretend that college will be over for at least a little while. I've done nothing these past two weeks but work on project after project, test test, essay ( Read more... )

I'm so glad it's Thanksgiving break, I really need these few days of relaxation! The concert we went to was alright I guess, I really loved the music until the screamie-head-banging crowd got started. But i'm also really critical of music, so i'm always thinking things like "wow..he's flat" or "he really should have hit a G chord instead". I'm ( Read more... )

Wow, I've never been so happy to see the end of a week, lol. Seriously, i'm SO happy for the weekend. My lecture this week went fabulously, I got a lot of laughs..which is good. Afterwards everyone kept telling me how comfortable and natural I looked up there, which is awsome. I'm really good at controlling me nerves, although I should have had a ( Read more... )

Boy it's been a while. I had like, the craziest week ever. Two exams that I studied for like crazy, and I had to deal with some family stuff. AGH. And I spent all weekend working on this damn lecture I have to present on Tuesday, I was SUPPOSE to have group members but every single one of them bailed on me at the last minute so that I got stuck ( Read more... )