I'm being absolutely and utterly owned by the front lawn weeds. I need to force myself to wear a face mask, as itchy and unpleasant as that is, because without it I can only manage to yank out weeds for an hour and a half before I start to feel very ill. It's not just this godawful heat that's sprung up in the bleeding middle of winter (yay, global ( Read more... )

I'm trying very hard not to stare at my seed tray. Logically, I know that those seeds won't start sprouting -- if they start sprouting -- in a minimum of seven days, but I so want them to grow. I haven't actually planted anything in years, and now that we're finally getting the bees out of the backyard, I can have a garden. We always used to have a ( Read more... )

Dreams of New Mexico are haunting me again ( Read more... )

tomorrow has come. cynicism promptly arrived with it ( Read more... )

i move from depression to apathy, from apathy to comfort, from comfort to happiness. depression is lurking somewhere in the horizon, i'm sure, but it's not with me now. cynicism has also taken a temporary holiday, and i'm feeling hopeful and mostly happy tonight. I've got a paper to finish and three finals to take tomorrow, but i'm not worried ( Read more... )

AUGH. WHY AM I EVEN IN COLLEGE?!

gloria! gloria! gloria ( Read more... )

too tired to do anything, too sick to sleep.

i wish i could exist outside of my body, sometimes.

thank goodness for good friends.

it was great to talk to a man who is my friend because he likes me, and not just because he wants to have sex with me. i am worth more than some goddamn hormonal surge.

Heaven save me from sexy english professors.

yeesh.