our microwave crashed. it's been pretty rough aroung here.
but i saw phil elvrim on thursday and he is the dearest boy. he told us that this had been more of an eating tour than a music tour. and he hopped at the end of every song.
i miss my friends so much it hurts. and i miss the socials. a lot.

Oh! And then there will be a sequel called "Sometimes Physical Exertion Just Seems Like A Really Bad Deal." This one will be a horror story. In the beginning there will be some sort of muscle use and motion performed -- running, or jumping, or climbing stairs. Next will come the sweating and the out-of-breathness and the overheating, followed ( Read more... )

I am going to write a short story called "Who Needs Sleep?" The beginning will be a declaration of invicibility; then there will be the ranting, the hysteria, the hallucinations, the paranoia, and --finally-- the fatigue. In the end there will be the surrender and it will be the best thing ever in the world. I am not going to write it now, ( Read more... )

oh elliott...
you make me want to fall back in;
i'll love you forever and ever

Today my English teacher said that Hemmingway killed himself because he was a nihilist. She said that he felt there was nothing worth living for after he'd lost his ability to write and his sexual prowess. Someone in the class asked how he determined he'd lost his ability to write and someone else said "what do you call 5 years of writer's block ( Read more... )

RADIOHEAD ON DAVID LETTERMAN TONIGHT.

if my orange cat was a person, he'd be the chillest kid on the block. i'd hang out with him 24/7 and it would be rad. except if he were a person, he wouldn't be so soft and so pretty and he wouldn't purr for me ( Read more... )

some of the time i am really annoyed and i want to just give in. i get frustrated at things not being better than they were. to get back at the world, i skip class ( Read more... )

sometimes i decide it's actually safer to be alone. nevertheless, safety has never been of much comfort to me.

alright, here's my brand new goal: to become so rich and famous that they make an episode of The Fabulous Life about me.