A new year and a new start. The cloud has been lifted and I am feeling better than ever. I have finally cut off all communication with my ex. I got away from that unhealthy relationship and now I have met someone new. He is simply great. He is everything I have been looking for and more. I havent felt this happy in a very long time. He looks at me ( Read more... )

men make my life much more complicated than it needs to be. ahhhhhh i really dont know what to think anymore, and i deffinitely dont know what to do, it is driving me up the wall. i will just cross my fingers and hope for the best i guess

If i find out that what i think is going on is actually happening I will be really pissed!!!!!!!!!! i already warned you

FUCK YOU AND THE HORSE YOU RODE IN ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE AND I SWEAR I MIGHT JUST PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE NEXT TIME I SEE YOU! I thought you were atleast nicer than the other guys i have been with but no you are so much fucking worse. at least they had the fucking balls to tell me what the fuck was going on but no you just ignore me ( Read more... )

Right now I am on a very big "I hate men" campaign. I think I am starting to loose all hope in that gender all together. I dont really know when i started to feel so cold, so empty, so alone but i do and i am blaming men. I feel used. I hate feeling like this. I wish i could make them see, make them feel how it is to be treated this way, thrown ( Read more... )

so another one gone down the fucking drain. no more hope in that guy, oh well just another one i think i'm getting better at accepting regection.

:D :D :D

Well that was an intersting and unexpected night. I did learn that when walking home from somewhere you dont know drunk is really difficult and you run the risk of ending up in BFE. Oh well it was worth it. And i hope this continues like he said it would.

why do guys have to confuse me. idk how to read them, how to tell if they want anything more than friendship. well i guess i will just sit back and see where it goes, no rushing ( Read more... )

i dont know how much longer i can deal with men treating me like that.

to say the least last night was scary, i could handle it but it was still scary.