Ugh, so when i think im okay..im not..i'd like to tell you all im fine, and that im okay and that im completely over him...but im not..I can sit around and bash him, and talk about how much im fine that were not together..but then i see him, and i break down..i just see him and i think of everything that we went through, and how easily it was ( Read more... )

So went to my moms graduation...met her friend diana's son ben, hes a pre-med student in florida in his 20's who is drop dead gorgeous...omg is he gorgeous, too bad he lives in florida and is too old haha, hes awesome, he likes art like i do, and he likes art deco style like i do, and hes awesome. He's someone i'd like to talk to and just sit ( Read more... )

Ugh..Prom..left school early, wasnt looking forward to prom, i was unsure if aaron was going and if it was going to be fun...but it ended up being amazinggg...got my hair done with madelyn at Tangles around 2-3, went home in loveee with my hair, got all ready, went to go to madelyn's. almost left without my dress haha, got to madelyn's realized i ( Read more... )

ugh, im done being all i miss rick. fuck that. i hate it all...i give up..

Prom was like the most amazing night of my life, i had a dream prom date, who was just spectacular. Awesome friends, like madelyn and jeff..Bowling, food, good times. New crush...Ughh < 3 i love prom. im sooooo glad i went instead of letting rick ruin my prom...ugh aaron ( Read more... )

i cant stand that im not with him
and that everything around me makes me think of him
i cant stand the fact that we dont talk
and i cant stand how i miss him..
I cant stand seeing him in the halls
I cant stand him happy without me
I cant stand how i want to hate him
I cant stand that all i think about is him
I cant stand that everything about me is him
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uhh, i just need to get some of this out...

Okay rick and i broke up, and its killing me, i may not show it, but thats because im afraid...i dont want to be weak...the way he did it bothered me, it hurt alot, i mean all the things he said hurt me, and made me feel like i was a horrible girlfriend, and that it was all a lie, he used to tell me sooooo ( Read more... )

A partner has a message, one that he or she has been holding onto for quite some time. You might have to swallow your pride to listen to the whole thing. Prepare for an emotional transformation, as you gain sensitivity to an issue you had previously ignored.

Today's horoscope, i wish i had read it before...

Fuck You...

thats all im feeling right now...AGH!!

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