Schedule for next year ( Read more... )

Why do i fucking care so much ( Read more... )

Why can't i stop reading his words
I read the parts over and over again..
I try to push him out of my mind, and i half succeed
But then somehow i start thinking about him..
Its officially over..
But i still cant face it...

Why???
Fucking whyy???

I'm sorry...

Ughh ( Read more... )

today was spectacular, minus when i woke up and went to the exam at 7:30ish finding out that it was an afternoon exam...me, steph prince, and josh something or other were there...and had to walk home...

Today would have been 8 months..is it sad that i think about that??

Went to a beach party with some crazzy ass kids, they tried to table top me, but ( Read more... )

Oh mann, i am gonna update, fuck anyone who doesnt like it, fuck anyone who arguess...'pl',/ thats from jeff; so yea..it sucks going through all these feelings, and having a friend going through the same thing..it makes me sad, and reminds me of my problems, which i have been ignoring for the past few weeks..ughh i hate it, i hate how we don't ( Read more... )

I don't think i shall update for a bit, i shouldn't be complaining to you people..it doesn't matter. I suppose i shall go back to a real journal..im sorry if i cause drama, im sorry if i anger you. I don't intend to. I just write what is on my mind at that exact moment...

I'm sorry...

• i hate boys..
• i hate relationships..
• i hate break ups.. 
  
• Boys lie, and are difficult, and make me want to punch them in the face, like i want to be in a relationship..because i miss it, i cant deal with being alone really, and i like aaron, but hes sooo utterly and completely difficult..and i just want him to be simple, and be able to ( Read more... )

I've Discovered that im Non-Existent!

In your Fucking life...

Fuck you!

I hope you choke on it!

I wish you meant as little to me as i mean to you...

My Cereal Milk is BLUE!