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so maybe its more complicated than just being kicked out, that doesnt mean i lied, best analogy i can come up with is i got 90% kicked out and took the last 10% upon myself. i didnt lie to you at all, but if thats how you want to think about me, fine, no one gives a shit about me why should you. im used to it by now, anyone who means anything to ( Read more... )

can't find a way out of my house...ugh...gonna start walking soon, roxbury is driving me insane, my moms being a bitch, i didnt even get a birthday present, well i did, a hundred bucks that i cant even have except like 20 bucks every couple weeks, which is really fucking gay. my stepdad hates me, my brother is a complete pain in the ass most of ( Read more... )

im 20 years old, big deal, happy birthday to me, now i just am waiting for tomorrow, sitting in roxbury depressed, birthdays and holidays suck.

If anything is gonna push me over the edge, it is fucking living here, fucking living with my brother, living with my mother and living with my stepfather. IT FUCKING SUCKS AND THEY ALL HATE ME MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY FOR NO FUCKING REASON. I almost beat the shit out of my brother today, please, SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF HERE BEFORE SOMEONE GETS HURT ( Read more... )

I have a few REALLY good friends, and the people who have really been there for me and helped me through this, my darkest days, will be somehow rewarded, I don't know how, but there are a few people that I will repay for all they have done for me, not because I have to but because they deserve it. Some of you will never know how thankful I am for ( Read more... )

Its been becoming easier to get through the days, I will never really be happy with this situation, and my heart is still very much shattered, but in the past few days and in hanging out with friends, especially Ginger & Colby, and last night Zack and Cone and today Ashley, Ihave been having fun, I've been feeling happy. It is a start. I am still ( Read more... )

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Given the way I have chosen to live my life up to this point, the beliefs and ideals I have held true, the way I have given my all to everyone I care about for next to nothing in return, basically for the person I am, what I have been through over the past month is definitely among the worst things that could ever happen to me. My beliefs on love ( Read more... )