i've got enough bullshit in my life right now that i'm not taking any from anyone else. that's all there is to it. fuck this bullshit. did you know how high a pedastal i held you on? do you have any idea how important our friendship was to me? do you know how i've defended you any time ive ever heard anyone say anything about you and how i ( Read more... )

ritually picking scabs ( Read more... )

This all goes back to that Sunday. No, not the one you're thinking of. The one before. The first Sunday of 4 I wish I could take back. The day of not meant to be, where it seemed a greater force prevented my little world from meeting her little world. There was no cave, no camp fire. We were both too stubborn, and then I was going to give in ( Read more... )

I suppose to make things easiest, I will play their game for these 28 nights. Until the first prescription runs out, it isn't going to kill me. The days, however, are going to be lived on my terms, my way. And I will write. In notebooks, in live journal. After these few weeks, it will be a hanging question to the world. Am I crazy or genius ( Read more... )

FINALLY HOME...should be starting work again on Thursday, hoping to see lots of people in the next couple days, thank you guys so much for being there for me...I still have a lot to do, but I know it is going somewhere amazing in no small part because of seeing how much people care about me...7 visitors in one night...who was the most popular ( Read more... )

The nature of the origin of my story requires that it begin with an apology. To the nameless muse, who for now shall be referred to as serendipity( I Was watching,are your reading?) I knew i loved you, I suspect, since the day i was born. I have no clue how i was so strong and certain that you were the person i was looking for, but it has become ( Read more... )

TODAY IS THE DAY THE WORLD STARTS TO CHANGE. AND IT STARTS WITH THESE NOTBEBOOKS. I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOU GUYS. I HAVE. I NEED YOU TO BRING ME A NOTEBOOK. A PEN. A LYRIC. TO BORDER'S. TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3-11. If you had the chance to bring a notebook today and you don't, I PROMISE YOU WILL ALWAYS REGRET IT. I have done so much for you guys. ( Read more... )

TODAY IS THE DAY THE WORLD STARTS TO CHANGE. AND IT STARTS WITH THESE NOTBEBOOKS. I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOU GUYS. I HAVE. I NEED YOU TO BRING ME A NOTEBOOK. A PEN. A LYRIC. TO BORDER'S. TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3-11. If you had the chance to bring a notebook today and you don't, I PROMISE YOU WILL ALWAYS REGRET IT. I have done so much for ( Read more... )

lostinlyingeyes: bitch ( Read more... )

Taking Back Sunday ( Read more... )