lostinlyingeyes: wait ( Read more... )

X lil lucky13 X: hi ( Read more... )

if no one believes, the decay and decline of the past few years will only continue until only memories remain. bring me a notebook. and a pen. with the title and lyrics to one song that makes you think of me or of us, and what we've been to eachother through the years, to Border's. Saturday after 3. i don't ask for much. show me that for all ( Read more... )

lostinlyingeyes: so r u gonna make this happen with me ( Read more... )

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Hope dangles on a string ( Read more... )

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The dimly lit room where the game was being played had more or less cleared out. It was down to the two of us heads up for the pot. It wasn't anyone's life savings, this was a friendly tournament after all. Still, it was winner takes all just the same. The hold-em tournament had started with eight of us with a $10 buy-in. Sitting in the middle ( Read more... )

i don't know what to say anymore...i have no hope or idealism or any of that shit that i have lived by up to this point. once again life is hell every moment that im not getting fucked up with the people i love and i just fucking give up. this horribly pathetic cycle has destroyed me, it really has. i feel selfish and angry and just...un stu ( Read more... )

last night i did the hardest thing i have ever done. i can't explain how much it hurt nor can i explain how uplifting and liberating it was. my heart has died a thousand deaths for you, selflessly, helplessly. you have always been so important to me, but i don't need anymore scars...i still havent stopped bleeding from any of these lascerations ( Read more... )