this weekend was very emotional and i went through alot of personal shit but i really think some of the worst is over. i was feeling an all-time low and ive learned i just have to not sit around and hope things will eventually be ok... i have to get over things and get over people. i just dont want to ever be lonely like i felt the other night. ( Read more... )

i dont know if everything is ok.
i wish it would be but things dont seem like they are actually 100% ok
i dont know if i fucked up at all either
i wish people wouldnt hide what they are actually thinking sometimes.

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id say that if there was any official day i became an amatur photographer, it was today. finally started printing my first prints. just tree photos, but a start. college yay. its so much work though. i just wish i had more time to dedicate myself to the darkroom rather than scooping ice cream. i think im starting to get used to this hectic life, i ( Read more... )

i bought a new journal today. much needed. i feel like over the past few weeks ive lost myself and am a little out of touch and need to start writing things down again. things are so much different from the summer and i dont know whether im going to enjoy this year or not. im pretty stressed from the major transition of hanging out all and every ( Read more... )

-i think i need to start writing in my journal again. i just have too much going on in my head ( Read more... )

its my birthday.
bitchin'!
im 20. diablo!

so right now i have to confess that im not looking foward to moving back to boston.
only because i have an amazing life here.
im really going to miss this past summer and how much freedom i had.
it probably wont be like this ever again.
i think i'll be coming home a lot more this year.

i dont want to miss everyone so much like i did last year.

clearing things up always makes things seem ten times better. im really happy and excited right now about the future. its going to be a little bumpy at first, but once settled back in to a new (yet past) routine, things will flow again. im excited to finish off this summer with some amazing people, then moving back to boston, getting my job back ( ( Read more... )

hi, im a piece of shit.