ok so the plans are set and it's official:

i'll be back in lawrence on tuesday afternoon.my dad is coming on monday with the bronco to get all my stuff and i'll be moved out, but still stay the night for my final in the morning. i'm not going to be on the work schedule for the whole week to figure out what my schedule is going to be like with ( Read more... )

my mind has been wandering a rediculous amount lately. i feel really lonely. yeah, i have friends, i have close friends, i have best friends, but i dont have what i used to have. i used to have someone i could constantly confide in and who was always just there. im trying to keep myself occupied with other things, but sometimes when i wind down and ( Read more... )

i can't listen to thursday without thinking about walking through the fens in the pouring rain at midnight with my arms lifted and soaking wet. man, so spiritual.

War all of the time
In the shadow of the New York skyline
We grew up too fast, falling apart
Like the ashes of American flags

i havent talked to tom in a wicked long time and he tried calling me from the field in germany today and it didnt really work out with the shitty reception. so hopefully he can try again later. its pouring out and im bored but i dont feel like going out again. i slept all afternoon and now ive just been cleaning shit out for move out. my throat is ( Read more... )

night #1 ( Read more... )

party night number 3 tonight. this is fun. <3

so this is it. a few more days and things are changing once again. ilene is now moving out on sunday. tomorow me, her, ali and all the girls and whoever are having a birthday party. which basically means putting our mone together and gettting some drinks. friday is my silk-screening crit and then work and then CINCO DE MAYO. im hoping my hopes ( Read more... )

i havent posted pictures in months. next time im bored...

so im thinking even though next week is my last week of classes, i may stay in boston longer. i think im going to work for a week and a half straight or something. or at least try to. get some hours in and get some money together, becuase after i move out ill be commuting for like 2 months before the apartment is ready in the beginning of july. and ( Read more... )

kara, i hope youre reading this. taking back sunday is having an in-store signing on may 5th @ newbury comics and i say we go for old times sake! haha. im going to call you. but not now, its 2:30am.
<3