what will happen. will i make it
brain feels empty. how did it escape
in the eyes of cats at night it shows. what do they see
stars are falling. why do they surround me
shoes are shiny. does everyone see the refection i see
living in 2 different worlds. can i keep them separate
beware the wolves that smile. make them stop

last night rocked. his hair was black, and messy. he's so hot. when I first saw him, all I could think was how I wanted him to shove me up against a wall and do bad things to me. good thing he was thinking the same thing.

sorry jenny, if you want details, you'll just have to wait. :P

Today one of my best friends died. I've known him almost 10 years. If it weren't for him I think my whole life would be different. He took me to the track for the first time.
We are still waiting on the autopsy. It's believed that it was an accidental overdose.
It doesn't seem real, just feels like he's on vacation.
make him come back

Today was one of those days. I feel like there's fog everywhere and I'm barely feeling my way through. Every once in a while it's like the pain is closing in on me, smothing me, can't breath. Cry myself to sleep. Having dreams that he's coming to get me. That look on his face. I wake up sweating. I can't get away. Every time I try to think about ( Read more... )