fukitol

[lostinpandas]

I need to learn how to be more selfish. I hate that I can't express my feelings because I have this constant need to keep everyone else around me happy, even if I'm not. I wish I could just take a dose of Fukitol and leave everything behind. This constant fake smile hurts my face and I'm not even sure why I wear it, it seems I'm always left in

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[curlyheadhippie]

wow, for a second i thought i was reading one of my sisters entries but then i backtracked and saw it was you
well i dunno wat fukitol is but i don't think you wanna take it and leave EVERYthing behind...wats wrong shane?
smiling all the time sucks, i know, try frowning a bit to stretch out the muscles...but otherwise it's not emo or whiney of you to say that. think it could be worse...you could have no life and a never-ending collection of action figures :-)
otherwise, gimme a call or IM if ya need to talk, i can't wait to see you when i get my white ass back to the city of 'bruthah-ly' love

[lostinpandas]

fukitol... a mock pill (pronounced fuck-it-all).

I just had to vent is all... I think I'm better now... for the moment at least.

[renaissancegerl]

I need a little fukitol myself! Haven't chatted with you in ages but I hope life isn't leaving you battered! Let's just take a deep breath and eat and apple butter sandwich!

[lostinpandas]

I miss you renny... I see you online as away or idle and I am so tempted to message you just to see if you reply, but alas I chicken out because I don't want to bug you or interrupt your work.

I hope life isn't leaving you battered yourself. Boogerface is still a handful I'm sure... on top of everything else.

BTW: Apple Butter rocks! I just bought 3 jars of it and have been eating PB+AB sammiches daily! They sure do cheer me up. Glad I got you hooked!