I'm going to Maryland this weekend to open up the cabin for labour day weekend... woop woop.

It will be the first time I've been down there since spring of last year *sigh*. I'm excited, and hopefully it will give me a chance to think about some things. As usual I have a lot to figure out right now... which always seems to be the case with me.

So much for happy.

I got 2 new kick ass cds yesterday.


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Yeah, if you're looking for trouble... look into margaritas.

Now I want a Fuego 01. It has got to be the sexiest outdoor grill I've ever seen.

Ok, I may not want it as much as I want a MacBook Pro or a Canon Digital Rebel XT, but I might as well add it to the end of my list of unachievable wants just for fun.

... there is always someone around to talk to, except when you need to talk to someone ( Read more... )

Events in my life as a child caused me to look at every situation from all possible angles that I could manage to see. It's really quite aggrivating to be able to see the ups and downs of every situation, and to be able to see and understand everyones point of view. I feel it prevents me from being able to have my own. I can't argue any side, ( Read more... )

...am I such a pussy?

...am I afraid to say what I feel?

...am I afraid to talk about anything at all with me?

...do I settle for less?

...do I feel so numb?

...do I let people walk all over me?

...can't I make decisions, but instead make everyone else decide for me?

...am I lazy?

Why?

I need to learn how to be more selfish. I hate that I can't express my feelings because I have this constant need to keep everyone else around me happy, even if I'm not. I wish I could just take a dose of Fukitol and leave everything behind. This constant fake smile hurts my face and I'm not even sure why I wear it, it seems I'm always left in ( Read more... )

Well, even though I only use this thing to post random quizzes for whatever reason because I REALLY only use this to check my friends' LJs, here is another random quiz/test/retarded thing.

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||| 20% Stability |||||||||||| 43% Orderliness |||||||||||||| 53% Accommodation ||||||||||| ( Read more... )