my new apartment= 2 bedrooms 2 bathrooms kitchen dining room front room little room with our very own washer and dryer TAKE THAT MEXICANS you cannot steal my clothes any longer OR drive me out of the laundry room because you want to use EVERY SINGLE FUCKING washer and dryer in the place. HAHAHAHa its on windmill and warmsprings FAR AWAY FROM THE ( Read more... )

well my phone got turned off. woo hoo. just one more thing. He said he was taking me out to dinner tonight. maybe the letter i wrote got to him. hopefully. or else it didnt and he really is a cold ass jerk. I cant wait for friday. im going to get so fucked up that i cannot walk. thats exactly what i need. and i am going to sleep at her ( Read more... )

Im a whore who has too much of a past. why dont you tell me how you really feel. I told Jason what happened with Sean and i am a whore with to much of a past. But you have a 5 year old kid and an ex wife. but im the whore. I dont know how much longer i can do this. He didnt even apologize. he just stuck to it. i feel so sick. i really ( Read more... )

So Jason has a kid, and an ex wife. Im not equiped to deal with this. I could not begin to know how to. I realize that issues like this come up as you get older. I never asked to grow up. And right now? On top of everything. I feel like i am a million years old. Im having a hard enough holding on now. This pushes me 12 steps closer to the ( Read more... )

Chicago is beautiful, especially when it is snowing. I had a good time last night. I drove around with john chris and rich. we cruised and smoked for a long time. rich stopped to get snowballs. It was cute. he wanted to get the people leaving the bars. he asked if 4 was enough. at the time i thought no. but then john decided to take the ( Read more... )

so im in chicago. Its nice. I miss jason. kinda. I got pics of him developed so its all good. everything is going really good with him lately. fun fun. Christmas was good. First i got the most awesomest present from blake. THANK YOU!!!!!! Then Christmas eve I got a $20 giftcard from the exec team. A 25giftcard to Olive Garden from De and a ( Read more... )

you said youd read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed.

...im not ok.

ok so jason isnt cheating on me and he wrote me this 4 page letter, it was soooo sweet. so yeah im really hung over really. it sucks. now i get to go ride my bike.

is it that ive changed since you first met me or is it that i have stopped doing everything you say? I would chose option number two.... but im sorry master thats not the one you told me to pick. oops my bad.

There are no words to describe how much i love my boyfriend. He has always told me that the title "girlfriend" could never adequatley describe how much i was to him. When i try to describe how much i love him its impossible. I dont worship him. I am not obsessed with him. But i still get butterflies in my stomach any time i hear a knock on my ( Read more... )