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[lostinthematrix]

I don't want to lose her, I'm scared. It scares me even more when I find out someone else on LJ says that they've had feeling for her for ages....I mean, why now? It's no one's fault, just mine for being a paranoid, insecure fuckhead. She's a pretty girl and she's going to get other guys interested in her, it's a fact of life. And I hate being

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[silvertear19]

Honestly I don't know if it's normal or not because I do it too. I'm paranoid as fuck when it comes to guys and I'm very jealous and I'm always sure they will find someone better than me.

So don't do what I did. I ran my guys off because I was scared of loosing them. If this is meant to be she'll wait for you. And I think she will because she's a nice woman and you deserve someone like her. And she deserves someone like you, because like it or not, Ben, you're a great guy.

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[lostinthematrix]

You're a great girl too, thanks for saying that. It's a shame you can't sort things out with that Kyani dude as you're obviously still in love with him.

[razoondragoonus]

Shit yeah!!! you have every right...Hell I get "noid" when I thing that the person is talking to another person wile they are talking to me.... FUCK FUCK FUCK ERRRRRRR

I know how you feel. I am just some guy looking for "a" friend... just one to be there when the lights go out, and when the morning comes. JUST ONE. It is hard today. So many players both sexes do it, and both sexes make me want to fucking cut my dick off. Some times I want nothing to do with it caiuse I think everyone is a whore now days.

Oh side note, my most resent X is on his 3rd boyfriend after the end of our "2 1/2" year relationship, and we lived together the whole time... Only been like 2 1/2 months... He is a whore... They all are far as I am conserned right now... Not saying your "squeeze" is... Just all the ones I could have :(

Peace bro

[lostinthematrix]

Yeah....I know what you mean. I'm just getting that horrible sinking feeling again, as if I'm riding for one of the biggest falls of my life. And yeah...it's both sexes. It's not fair to say that it's just men or women. We all do it/go through it at some point. Some bounce back, some don't.

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[razoondragoonus]

I'm not a "bouncer" I don't give my heart easy, and I NEVER play. wasn't brought up that way. I only know love, and only the truest form of it. If that isn't what I am getting in return; they end up like my most resent X "out the door" I gave him everything. He used me... Now I am scared to death to try.

[subject73003]

please remember what we talked about...remember what you asked me and what i answered with... i love you

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[lostinthematrix]

I love you too, but I still get scared of losing you. I'm glad we talked last night though.

[subject73003]

no reason to be scared i love you

[emoalex]

Hey, I'm in a band from Orlando, FL called 'It Rains For Caleb', since i think you'd be into that kinda music, you should check us out, that would rule!

www.mp3.com/itrainsforcaleb

we also have an LJ community that you can join if you like our stuff: www.livejournal.com/community/itrainsforcaleb

Added ya!

[addmetoo]

hope that was okay . . .

add me back if you like . . .

peeps online call me Bear . . .

i'm bipolar . . .

Re: Added ya!

[lostinthematrix]

I've added you.....no problem at all.