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Why do guys not like me in a romantic way? They either want me as a friend (example Willie) or as a fuck (example Eric *shiver* and Jammy ( Read more... )

Bleh i had an entry but i just backspaced until there was nothing left. I hate me right now and I'm all alone with no one to tell me, "You're ok. Nothing about you worth hating."

You know I am not a child. Andrew used to call me "kid" he was only one year older than me. Heather just called and gave me shit about being too young for something, I don't remember what. And that idiot is 16 with a baby and a husband she complains about constantly ( Read more... )

I slept late. Some weird fucked up dreams I can't even remember kept me in and out of sleeping. So far onthe story I'm working on I have the title. Yay me...and my lazy postponing ass ( Read more... )

I'm more girly than I thought.

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o1] Name/Nick/Age - Crystal/Crys/Dudabug/19 feeling like I'm 50 ( Read more... )

Motherfucking dial up system cut me off before I could update my post. I had this huge fucking rant about men and what Jimmy said, and how men like girls with my color hair more than other according to some aricle! and why they don't like me instead. And how I'm always stuck in the goddamn friend zone because they just dont fucking want me not the ( Read more... )

So I had my bath drawn. Hot, steamy water, my purple puff floating around, my book which I was going to read in the tub ( Read more... )