how could i have forgotten how happy i am out here? this truly is the greatest place on earth. i mean, even though i thought my plane was going to crash, it was worth the turbulent ride here. i love this state. i love the house im in, the smells, the pool, the spa, i mean, is this what life is really about? just being with people who love ya, and ( Read more... )

i must admit, i am excited bout california, but only cuz im gona c gino there, itll b a blast. its weird that im only going for the 2 days he is in town. i wish i were older, like, over 21, cuz life starts there. until then, its all restrictions. damn ( Read more... )

well, its my 3rd entry for today, and im really tired. i just downloaded limewire and im getting allthese amazing songs for free! MUUAHHHHHH!!! bitches. ANYWAYS, im sriously thinking my eyeliner is falling in my eye, cuz it hurts, lol. im waiting for some gangster rap to download, and then im off to bed, so in the mean time,i will ramble ( Read more... )

alright, this is just to test if photobucket stuff worked or not


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this day feels like its been goin on for a week, oye. 2day was the funeral, muy sad, i was just like my god, he's actually gone. so much of this reminded me of tommy, so much ( Read more... )

well, im starting to write in this thing again.....i think its just to vent on times like this, otherwise, i really dont care for the world to know my business, no offense to my buds, i love u all, but everyone needs some privacy ( Read more... )

i know i havent written since february, but now i feel is a good time to get out stuf thats been hammering on my head ( Read more... )

my head hurts. probly the pills. i won't lie to anyone, they're fucking amazing ( Read more... )

i love shopping! im such a girl. sammy and i hit the mall 2nite and it was freaking great. i took a 4 hour nap upon my arrival at home and slept till 5:30. i was like, woahh. did some chores and took a shower, then it was mall thither ( Read more... )

last night was so much fun! ended up going to dee's. i wen t back and forth with it for about 2 hours, but the final verdict was yes. i slept over. im so glad i did. i think i lost 5 pounds! we danced for over 4 hours, non stop. my legs are so tight that i can barely walk, so naturally it hurt like hell when mom and i walked 3 blocks to get ( Read more... )