I'm not really hung over but I wish I was. Hope you broght in the new year a hell of alot happyier than I did. this shit sucked. and now because of all of this I feel like shit. But yeah. I dont feel like writing out the hole story so yeah.. later. Bye

Oh.. I dont know why but all I want to do is write. So, I'm gonna sit her and poor out my thoughts. into this one entry how long this maybe no one knows but here I am right here right now typing. filling space with my words how they fill my mind, the way they wander aimlessly. with no reason or purpous or anything. just space waisters. yeah. ( Read more... )

yeah.. I'm home early today.. got locked out yesterday.. mom wont be home for a while she has this dinner thing with the people from work and If I'm lucky she wont be home till after 7. Still haven't gotten a reply from Aar' that makes me kind of sad but he may not be able to get on the net so yeah and stuff. Well I'm done writing for now.... later ( Read more... )

Ow!!!! my fucking head fucking hurts.. we were goofing around in the tunnels and one part it gets smaller than the rest and I forgot how low it was so i ducked down some but not enought and hit my damn head on the damn cement.. my head is/was (whatever) bleeding. I'm not aware if it still is... But it still fucking hurts! It's not that big of a ( Read more... )

Oh god... I miss Aaron.. pending the weekend with beck only made me miss him more. its because of her and her b/f, they are so pda.. everytime I'd turn my head when he was near her he was trying to eat her alive.. damn I meen get you damn tounge out of her mouth for 5 min...your 22 fucking years old! Control your hormones! Got to spend time with ( Read more... )

One last suscide attempt... if it works........ maybe there is a god.... if it doesn't I'm inmortal ( Read more... )

hey... no time to give you the scoop on me but here's a little info.
I'm 14, live in TN, Orginally form Chicago area. Live with my mom. never met my dad. have a cat. I'm a 9th grader after 5 years of home school. I dont remember much of my past before the age of 6/7ish. yeah well g2g. bye.

I've updated before but it all disipeared. to much to write now. but it will come you shall know just give it time. and there shall be more of an entry telling you about me and my life. later