so alot has happened. i moved out of my trailer in with my grandma and then in with my boyfriend. i quit my job and i've lost about 60lbs. since jan. i've been dating my boyfreind for 2 months and i've never been so close to anyone ever. i live in kent and his name is mike. hes 21 and we're always together. last night i got so drunk and i ( Read more... )

so todays easter and my family isn't eating ham!!! i wanted ham!!
anyways, i've been thinking about this matt guy i've mentioned and i really wish he thought about me too. i feel like i'm just going through the motions of everyday life. lately i've just been going. i need something crazy to happen.

i didn't realize how much i like this matt guy till i saw him again today. i went to the tattoo shop to get my hoodie and i saw him again. too soon for just being fuck buddies i guess. i need to not go back up there for a while, or i think i might fall for him. which he is out of my league, even though we're messing around. thats all we could ( Read more... )

so this new job isn't that bad i work now 3to 12 instead of third which is 11 to 7. and the whole treating me like i'm just a piece of meat stuff still hasn't stopped. i went and got a tattoo of a cross that i saw in one of my dreams, i know thats corny or weird but really i did, and it was at the same tattoo shop i got my nipples pierced. the ( Read more... )

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two days ago i found out my ex boyfriend brock got his 15 year old girlfriend pregnant, and she's 2 months in. i knew it was going to happen but to be honest shes a tramp and i don't think it's his. he's blind and he plans on marrying her. i thought i was over him but in a instant it went from being over him to not being over him and then losing ( Read more... )

i see how it is no one wants to comment.... besides my little vulfgrl. thank you by the way. everyone else on the other hand i see i'm not loved.

so i got my nipples pierced this last saturday and i lost about 15 lbs. since i've been working at this new job. and in july i'm signing up for the army and shipping out 30 days after. my hair has grown out a bit. and i have a car. and i've dated this really hot marine and blew it and i've dated this guy at work and he tried to get me fired after ( Read more... )

last night heather casually and carelessly, just came out and asked me if i've seen or heard from Brock lately....i didn't expect her to say something like that. my heart at that second dropped into that hollow space inside of me and i think it's still there. my stomach followed soon after. i acted like it didn't bother me because she acted as ( Read more... )