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[lostlover42day]

this week end is my friend matt's 21st birthday and i'm throwing a party at my place for him. anyone out there wanna come? i know if you guys could you would. i'm going to try to get drunk this weekend, but i have a feeling i'm not going to want to when it comes down to it. i just haven't really wanted to lately. i've wanted to smoke, but i

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[thejynx]

Well, I hope that you're not too miserable during the party...*Flower* Just because you can't make your friends realize what they should, doesn't make you a bad friend in that sense...at least you care, and you try...that is what makes a good friend.

I don't see it as you being selfish. But you can only be selfless for so long, before you have got to be selfish, you understand? And it sounds like you need to be more selfish, to me. From what I read in your journal, you are far from doing well...and you have to watch yourself firstly, otherwise your friends will not have you as a friend at all...

[lostlover42day]

O.o
i think for just reading my journal you know me more than a lot of people that are close to me. all i can say is thank you for understanding. i'm really shocked....speechless.

[thejynx]

You don't have to thank me at all...but, why are you shocked, and speechless?

[lostlover42day]

not alot of people understand me... i could say exactly how i feel and i could say it as simple as possible but people don't understand. i got used to no one getig me or my logic about things. you just had me at a lost of words. you're a very caring person and don't try to convince yourself or anyone else other wise.