Love is you. It's the closest I've come.

thank you
to those who know
don't know
how they help
have helped
me breathe
keep breathing
in this air that
sometimes hurts
sometimes heals

thank you
to those who smile
will smile
and let me talk
not talk
just hug
and keep hugging
in a world that
sometimes hurts
sometimes heals

this scratch,
a tear between us
we've undone and remade
markings etched in stone
I'd dress you my darling
with curtsies and laces

you'll hate me still
those self same laces burst
with jealousy and lust
the sadness leaving us
lost as we are
so i grieve, as you fume

I miss you.
But I don't need you.

sudden MIKA obsession has taken over my life. Beautiful waking up music though, so I cannot complain too much about the repetition ( Read more... )

musica ( Read more... )

endless rain in the desert wonderland ( Read more... )

so stuck ^^ so cute.

I have a Christmas tree which i love to no end...but hate Christmas.
I am so very excited for friends to come home...but want time to stop.
I want to sing...but i can't seem to hold onto anything. I'm making up songs that make no sense.

now at last
another round
find what's lost
and loose the found

give me a month
to tear apart
to weep
mourn
cut and paste

i'll break it
we broke it
you fixed me
and filled me

supernova time

an unexpected rumbling
a purring of sorts
not aimed to spook
but tinged with caution

beautiful compliments
terrible lies
spectators gather
bets are placed

as the shot echos
the question lingers
as smoke, with daggers
shall we dance?

when words run out
i talk to you
sing to you
dream of you

when time runs out
you'll be for me
heartbeats and crackerjacks
a wave, a push

when life turns out
a yearning for inflections
another soul
another sunset