now on to the next kind of confusion :)

but happy seems to have taken over. ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1rl11FHAi8
i want an electric violin. even if looping is a pain...

trip back east next weekend. then nothing.
then san francisco. then nothing.
then moving. then nothing.
then concerts for choir.

i'm sensing a pattern.

maybe not a good morning sunshine, but something better in the moment. wake up call in the middle of the day. two in fact. a hug from another Bouncy one brought some clarity. Sometimes richard brings me back into whatever it is i need to be doing more effectively than anyone just by being... happy. And a much needed conversation kept me there ( Read more... )

going over and over sheet music, even though i don't need to. its ridiculous. but whatever ( Read more... )

when air conditioning feels good... its ridiculous. because i doubt its my circulation suddenly deciding to be normal ( Read more... )

so damn confused.

staring over my shoulder ( Read more... )

not enough time. lots of interesting books. frustration.

going to be exceedingly difficult to settle back into the pattern of the school year. i like reading whatever i like whenever i like. Damn homework.

i handle things poorly. and i generally realize my stupidity about twelve seconds too late. become more than a nuisance at this point.

and he's got pictures on the wall ( Read more... )

flowers behind ears, running into the ocean and star gazing.

when the song matches what you feel but don't want to admit.

you laugh and my world stumbles along. Gravity darling, its been known to shift.

never and always. my salute, my goodbye.

you'll always know me too well.