I'm so ( Read more... )

Anyone have a gun they want to shoot me with?!!?!?
I don't think I have ever felt so sick in my whole life...
Ahhh... Viccadin doesn't do shit...
Ugghhh.

<3

Even though my life is full of laughter, 
great times, 
and amazing people.

I still cant get over that night that 
you changed my life 
and how I 
view things forever.

I hope at least
I changed you too somehow
for the better.

I just wonder why,
and also,
how do you face it each day?

Oh, 
P.S. I've forgiven you.

.... <3

im sorry for this.
you dont know...

No more mistakes...

I hate living with regrets.
<3

God, im sorry.
I feel stupid.
You have every right..
Forget it.
<3
P.s. I need an out.

You have every right.
But it still weirds me out.
Im sorry.
I dont like it,
its a dumb fear.
I love you
and i dont want you to do 
what i have done/do to myself.
I know its not your intention.
And you'd probably laugh,
but, its how I feel.

Alstublieft God dont straf mij voor mijn acties

.....This secret is going to be the death of me,
                   Im sure of it.

im tired down to my bones.
all i want to do is relax
and have fun.
fuck school
fuck work
and fuck effort.
i cant wait until christmas.
i need a vacation.

people are fake. 
and lame.
and cant stand up
for what they believe in.
i dont know,
maybe its just me
but i have never had a hard time
voicing when i think something
is wrong with a situation.
so why do other ( Read more... )

"Take me under your wings tonight"..
Oh baby,
Im so scared.
I am falling for you fast and hard,
Dont mess this up.
You say your falling in love with me,
I trust you,
But please dont break my heart.
"Cause I need you more than ever"..
You've started to restore my faith in people. 
You have reminded me there are guys 
out there with good intentions and kind ( Read more... )