I met God's Will on a Halloween night ( Read more... )

today was kinda blah. dull in every way. well here the sitch ( Read more... )

okay well i didnt get to update last night cause of the cma's so i guess ill do that now, plus ive got nothing better to do ( Read more... )

yeah my xanga is kinda pointless since i cant really vent or n e thing in it, and i cant express myself without being scared someone wont like it or will say something really mean. so i guess im gonna start using this thing once again. i guess ill try and figure out how to make a layout for it later. wayyy later. lol. okay well, my day was very ( Read more... )

What hurts the most is ( Read more... )

i have this knot in my stomach when i think about every little thing ive dont to hurt people. why am i so mean? its just gay to see how i treat people but yet i dont let them have a comeback. i am the bad person. i am. i see it now thqat ive been wrong in everything. my pride has gotten so big i cant even tell one of my best friends that im sorry ( Read more... )

well i guess ill express myself in here since im almost positive no one reads it. and if they do, it doesnt really matter. okay, well... this week has been hell. well i told some ppl how i felt about jessica. i love her to death but me sarah and andreina have noticed her gradually changing and its getting to the point where we cant stand her. i ( Read more... )

im feeling emo so i guess here are some lines that im feeling ( Read more... )

yeah i dont really wanna write n e more gay story. too emoic. i found a poem and its like, exactly how i feel... i cant post it on my xanga cause ppl will comment mean things and what not ( Read more... )

to the girl ( Read more... )