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jackie's gone ( Read more... )

it's just comfortable and natural.
it looks right.
it feels right.

but it isn't right

in the end, i still crave the comfort he provided.


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the feeling never lasts long

if at my absolute best,
i'm not worth it...

what am i to do with myself?

i feel i might die if i stay here.

' just try, erika. '

i try
and i end up here.

what am i to do with myself ?

it felt so natural

how is it that my feelings are so obviously wrong?

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it's confusing to hear that someone you thought didn't care at all
still asks about you.

i feel my eyes watering up.