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lostndanet

Self Destruct Button

Mar 01, 2010 11:29

I found my self-destruct button. I had no idea I had one. It turns out everyone has one. Before my friends begin to freak out this does not mean I’m thinking about suicide so please erase that thought from your minds. It is true, some people's self-destruct button ends in that form, others end up on drugs wasted lives roaming the streets. Mine ( Read more... )

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Self Destruction anonymous March 1 2010, 17:45:04 UTC

It seems that your in a tough sitation. Have you realized the things you take hand on?? Do remember all the people you have helped when you take things upon yourself? Your amazing in your own way. The picture you see in front of you is not always the entire picture. You have to step back and enjoy the beauty.. I know what your saying but Im being serious at this moment. You have gone threw alot and still you stand. You have helped and that help has been rejected and yet there you are still standing strong. These thngs that you speak of of course the things u indulge are not good for you. Im glad that you yourself have awakened. Do not torment yourself love. For you in your own are a picaso. Cant see the picture or the reflection so clear or there and not seeing what it is.. But step back and see it for what it is a beauty everywhere deep in and out. I love you

Re: Self Destruction lostndanet March 1 2010, 19:54:47 UTC

When you are feeling down in the dumps it is hard to remember the good you have done. All you can see so clearly are your own flaws. These are the times when my loved ones come to my rescue and remind me of my shiny moments. Your words mean so much to me and you know this. I love you more than words... you make me smile.

Thank you!
xoxo

Careful walk! ahsan_khurshid March 1 2010, 18:44:47 UTC

The longer we live, the more we realize the impact of attitude on our life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill ( ... )

Re: Careful walk! lostndanet March 1 2010, 19:50:23 UTC

I love your last line: we take, we deal and we go very simple and to the point. Embracing what attitude you want to use or put out is not easy. Believe me I do what I can. Yesterday was especially tough on me. Had to smile for my class and cheer them on while I was falling apart inside. I dusted myself off but you also have to deal with the core of the problem... once you address that attitude will be easier to shine through. I hear you and I appreciate your comment very much. =)

It's going to be okay anonymous March 2 2010, 17:12:46 UTC

Good notes here. I can absolutely relate, as can anybody who recognizes the human condition. Try not to wallow in a regret or even think for one second that some experiences define you. They don't and the crazy rush or the deep despair is what being alive feels like. Ever think that boredom is the most dangerous feeling of all? Boredom is often what leads us to the self destruct button, I think. You just needed to shake yourself out of numbness. Now you did.

Re: It's going to be okay lostndanet March 2 2010, 17:25:08 UTC

Tell me about it... stupid boredom :P
I need to make better use of my very precious time. Stupid temptations. I hear you and thank you for your words. Isn't it funny how we fool ourselves into thinking our wrongs define us instead of all the good we do. *slaps forehead* I should know better. Thanks for the reminder. =)

Reset anonymous March 2 2010, 20:30:54 UTC

I wouldn’t necessarily call it self-destruction, but merely a reset. We all go through this life hitting the reset button, until we get on a path that we deem the correct one. The problem is WE don’t REALLY know what that path is. All we know is what we want and sometimes we are willing to stray a little bit until we realize what we are deviating to isn’t the right thing. It's like walking in a straight line blindfolded, then once we realize that we bumped into the wall, we pick up the path from where we deviated. You have merely bumped into the wall and have forgotten about the path that you have been walking correctly in the beginning of this journey. Don’t think you are walking this alone, and extend your hand to those who love and we will guide you along the way, because I need you by my side, because next time I will be the one with my hand out looking for some guidance ( ... )

Re: Reset lostndanet March 2 2010, 22:30:00 UTC

I understand what you mean by reset and it makes sense in some regard. I just don't know if reset is good... it implies to start from the beginning but you really can't because you cannot undo the past. You can restart from where you are at... but the damage is done and you still need to face up to those consequences. But having a loving hand to hold on to makes a world of a difference and I gladly extend mines... today for me... tomorrow for you.

*hugs*

ext_232892 April 28 2010, 05:49:51 UTC

Touching : Found myself in many ways I am proud of you Girl :)

lostndanet April 28 2010, 05:53:49 UTC

Thank you so much again. It means a lot that someone bothered with my thoughts and emotions. Means a lot! =)