I'm feeling shitty tonight. How is it that i can ( Read more... )

the more i try to leave my past behind ( Read more... )

Off to tucson for my first drill weekend. Wish me luck!

So... Today I talked a girl named rachael for an hour, which is a long time for me to be on the phone. I hate the phone. However, this was a very nice conversation. My friend ashley got me talking to this girl and i'm glad. I'm likin talking to her and at this point want to get to know her more. It's a weird feeling to want to pursue someone. I ( Read more... )

"GET AWAY FROM HER YOU BITCH" heh. I love it.

I've been thinking about her a lot lately. I'm not sure why but thoughts of her keep running through my head. Taughting me with what if's and what should of been's. Went through some old e-mails and pictures. Made me smile. We went though so much together. Words like "forever" "Bradon" "Brie" "143" "always" "nothing can ever change that" and ( Read more... )

Back in Phoenix. Feels like home, but so much has changed ( Read more... )

Picking up and leaving the life you have isn't the easist thing to do. Especially when one does it twice in one year. The first time of course for the girl that your in love with, who of course, ends up already fucking some other girl when you get to Minot fuckin, North Dakota from Phoenix fuckin, Arizona. SO then one deffiantly leaves to go back ( Read more... )

Mmmm, it was soo good. I loved it.

It was awesome. I felt like a weight had been lifted, and i was gonna be okay. Not so much stress! I noticed everyting around me and just wanted to LIVE! She's awesome.

So I was starting to be just fine. But then hit the one month anniversary. Not in a good way, the one month since I've talked to the only girl I've ever ever been truely (ehem, and still am) in love with. I'm sure that it sounds like crap to anyone who listens. I just can't help it. I fuckin' miss her! Everything about her. I can't do anything in ( Read more... )