I can't help it. I miss him. He was such a big part of my life. My first love. Is it selfish to want a second chance? i feel like i've been walking around like a zombie.

so i'm sorry i haven't written in four months. i still keep a journal, just not online. so let's see what's new with me. maybe a list would be good. i like lists. so here's what's up ( Read more... )

so i am now officially twenty years old. how weird is that? pretty weird, that's what.

so i'm sick. like really sick. i might have mono, or strep, or some combination of the two. great. i feel like shit, i can't get any work done, i'm tired all the time, i'm itchy, i have this weird rash on my legs. gross. i'm sick of being sick. i wanna feel better.

could my score be more different than jenny's ( Read more... )

so i'm kinda pissed off. i went out with a bunch of my friends from the play i'm in, and of course i'm the only one who isn't 21 and i don't have a fake. so on the way there i'm talking to this guy who's a grad student, he's 23, i mean i have exes who are older than him, but he starts talking to me about how he went out with one of my friends and ( Read more... )

so i realize how down i've been the last couple times i've written in here. i'm determined this will be much more upbeat. my dad has been out of town lately so i've been spending a lot of time with my mom cuz she gets lonely when he's away. we were having dinner the other day and she asked me what i thought was going to happen over the next year ( Read more... )

so to add on to the previous entry of crap that's been going on ( Read more... )

so the last... 2 weeks have pretty much sucked. let's recap shall we ( Read more... )

i am....confused ( Read more... )