So, I'm coming home from Austria in 6 days...not looking forward to teh flight...I got really sick on the way over. But it will be good to be home. The Lord has been using this time away from everything to really teach me to trust, to surrender and to press into Him. He is gracious and compassionate and His ways are so much higher than mine. These ( Read more... )

Farewell to everyone! May the Lord bless each one of you and keep you safe! I'll see you in the fall.

me

Well, I depart tomorrow. The thought of not being here for two months is starting to sink in...I'm fine with it. Rather, excited actually. I was up packing really late last night and woke amazed to see how God has provided so richly for this. But I will miss everyone!

Mom and I are driving down early to stay in Miami beach...the hotel room we ( Read more... )

I tink tomorrow will really show God's will for me as far as College is concerned. Tomorrow I have to take the Math CPT again...if I don't pass, I cannot apply for Early Admissions. I will have to attend the college for two more semesters than I have to. So, I know that only by a miracle will I pass. Math has never been the strong point for this ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my last day at work for the summer...it is supposed to rain all day long. *sigh* I went for a walk on the beach today....and lost track of time. When I got home, I realized I'd been gone for 2 & 1/2 hours.....oops. Anyways...

I wonder if life will always be an unpredictable turn of events. The things that seem certain become uncertain ( Read more... )

Only 15 days until I leave...two weeks. I know it will probably be one of the longest two weeks in my life. More and more I see the need to just get away from everything here-not in a bad way, just in a burnt-out sort of way. I'm so excited to be going!

Mishay is leaving on Saturday :-( We are going to Amanda's tonight to watch girly movies and sta ( Read more... )

How long have I been in this storm?

Surrounded by the ocean's shapeless form.

The water's getting harder to tread.

Now why am I six feet over my head?

If I could just see you...everything would be alright

If I could see you, this darkness would turn to light...

And I will walk on water...

And you will catch me if I fall...

And I will get lost in ( Read more... )

Oh dear...

I have to perform tonight...4 songs! And my throat is sore. My voice is cracking...truly, it figures. But, I am in better shape than Kates who can barely even talk. I'm just terribly nervous...more than I usually am when forced to sing for people. This time, I have to play guitar too. *dies*

Anyways...All I can do is pray and trust Him ( Read more... )

I am supposed to be writing an essay right now, but don't really feel like it. Had a hard time sleeping last night and now I feel really tired, but stir-crazy...maybe I should go for a run.

I feel myself slipping into that cold place of sadness again, wishing for something to happen when I know it isn't time yet. But crying won't do me any good. ( Read more... )

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Carly is your soulmate.
You truly love Robbie.
You consider CJ your true friend.
You know that Kates is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Lissy for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Amy is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Mishay is colorful, ( Read more... )