so i figured i'd do a little post, a little bit of an update. i only visit this site every now and then, and idk if anyone even reads my posts. but that's ok, i should just be doing it for myself anyhow, a place to write things down ( Read more... )

The Cross spread is used to plot the arc of your life and the forces acting on it. It is the most popular spread, giving a very complete view of the situation. Jade Runes are most commonly used for questions about love, friendship, and relationships ( Read more... )

so i'm going to visit david tomorrow. =) i'm very excited. i haven't seen him in over two years, since right after i found out i was pregnant. right now i'm making a mixed cd for the journey - it will be titled 'going to ithaca'. it is filled with music that puts me in a good mood, and music that reminds me of david. overall, music that will fit ( Read more... )

so i was thinking, and i realized that the fictional character i think i most resemble/relate to is mr. darcy from jane austin's 'pride and prejudice'. our dear fitzwilliam, like myself, is very uncomfortable around groups of people he doesn't know. due to that, he tends to keep to himself in such situations, and unfortunately gives off an ( Read more... )

1. Some kids piss their name in the snow. Chuck Norris can piss his name into concrete ( Read more... )

so i find myself extremely nostalgic today. i dreamed of several people last night, and i miss all of them. one in particular. i mean i really, really miss them. and it seems that they don't feel the same, unfortunately. i sometimes wonder why it is no one else seems to feel things as deeply as i do. more than sometimes, actually. i cherish the ( Read more... )

...does anyone actually read this? and/or care (that i write here)?

so anyway, i'm looking forward to my plans for tomorrow. not sure about details yet, but i'll enjoy the company. =)

hmm. so i'm curious to see where this goes. it's very terrifying, let me tell you. i'm kind of automatically pessimistic about the outcome, or about if this person is actually a good person or not. i guess just assume that guys are crap, based on past (and recent) experience. hense the terrifying part. either 1. he's just like every other guy ( Read more... )

it frickin figures.

i.....

don't know.

that's about it. life isn't great right now, more tough times have arrived. but i'm used to that, aren't i? or at least i should be. hmm.

it just sucks.