Yaaay! Germany in less than 24 hours. Gonna be gone for a little over a week. Oh, and I have a new SN, for anyone that I haven't had time to send a message to yet. ForsakenXRomeo. Leave me some love :-D

I just want to stop loving her. After I got off work tonight, I sat at a table stirring the ashes in an ashtray 2 hours, thinking of her. I want to stop loving her, I want the pain to stop. I don't want to think of her every day when I wake up. I want my life back. Why is this so hard?

So, the greatest thing happened today (sarcasm up the ass by the way) at work. As soon as I clocked on, I headed towards the front of the restaurant to see what section I had been put in for the evening. As I walked up there, Buck stopped me and told me not to go up there. Turns out, my ex-girlfriend was up there with her new boyfriend. How am ( Read more... )

If you just skimmed over the last entry, please, it would mean a lot to me if you went back and read it in its entirety, provided you are my friend and not some random person that happened across my journal. I would like opinions, please, based on what I wrote, and whether or not you agree with my decision to pursue writing. Please, opinions ( Read more... )

My dear sweet lord...I just came to an epiphone. Alright...here's what happened ( Read more... )

AAAAH!!! I'm about to rip all of my fucking hair out! How could she talk to me like this was all my fault?! How the fuck does she have the nerve to talk to me like that?!

WHOOOO!!! Killer party at Abby's house last night. Everyone was so nice. But...a revelation has come in the Kristen department. She left me an IM that said she wanted to talk to me or see me today, and this is what her away message said ( Read more... )

All I wanna do is talk to someone...but nobody is online...:(

Have you ever felt so betrayed...so hurt...I can't imagine putting anyone through this. Abby, I'm sorry, and to anyone else's heart I broke...I'm sorry. It's never going to happen again. I am done with girls. I can't let this happen to me again. I won't be strong enough the second time around. In case you haven't guessed it, Kristen broke up ( Read more... )

Hmmm...not sure how I feel about this community. They didn't seem too friendly...well, some of them didn't...


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