so i had a hell of along dream last night, it literally lasted for weeks. full days all of it, and i feel a bit older for it, remember.

I'm still not dead. i shoudl probably be sleeping right now, but thats how it goes. work then straight to a show tommorow, so i should probably wake up extra early and shave and whatnot. might go cleanshaven, might not. saturday is my 5 year reunion, which i doubt i can make as i think i'm doing more sound, but still. 5 year reunion? it's ( Read more... )

so it's like 2 am, which i suppose is the appropriate time to update, from what i recall that was about when i used to. that special time at night where suddenly, you realize that you do have something to say, and are desperate for someone, anyone to tell it to. today i went to work, got home, lifted a bit, then headed down to saxton to wander ( Read more... )

and since only the good die young, I imagine I'll be around for a good long time. I'm a saxtonite for the forseeable future, i've been surveying for going on a year now, and don't expect to stop anytime soon. I also run sound for echo chamber( http://www.echochambers.com ), and I'm hoping ( Read more... )

where do you go ( Read more... )

fuck vagina's.

literally

what would finn mac cumhail do?

Yes I can bitch until my eyes turn blue
And you're in bed with someone new
And I guess you deserve him
Wish I could waste my time without wasting all your time
You say I'm fixable
A classic case, lack of will
I say I don't wanna try
I'd rather sit here all night

laguer head knows but one desire. laguer head sets his skull on fire.

happy st patties day. i've been drinking for 7 hours, and it still can't fix me. maybe a few more. i don't want to feel like this on this day. it's my holiday. my famiy once saved st patricks life. but still, it hurts.

*deep breath in*
All things in life end in grief and pain. Friends die or leave, loves die or leave. in the end, you yourself will leave and there will be grief and pain in your passing, but the moment can be beautiful.

*deep breath out*

it saw me through last time...

I'm waiting for the moment.