the emo game rules

opened it up, sure enough, there we where arm in arm again. I imagine I'll go spend about ten bucks ona fifth and spend this anniversary the way i always do. excitement. Not really worth posting, but i'm killing time until work starts.

there where a few more musings i was going to put up, but to be honest, I'm feeling quite a bit better about it all. There's something about the mountains that just put my feet back underneath me. I am once more quite happy to rock out, with my cock out. and no second thoughts.

So, Here I am once more that i might be able to further explain my thoughts. I think I've figured out what that weight may be, i think it might be stagnation, baker is always going off about how he is trying to grow as a person, and it made me realize toda that i haven't really grown at all since about january, two years ago. Watching baker these ( Read more... )

The beach is really rocking, but expensive as hell. I have no more money, really, I don't think I'm eating the next few days. Sand holds dominion of both rest and forgeting, But I can't rest, and I don't want to forget. Still, life is good. I think I might be slowing down though, I don't know if it's age, or if harold was right in that life ( Read more... )

so, I'm heading out to the beach for a week motha fucka's If you want me, you're in good company, but I'm not here. I'm rockin it up on the waves and sands. That's how it goes.

( ben should not click on this )

I've been trying to write this email for 2 days now. Still can't quite manage it. Why's it always so hard? She said something about wanting to come visit, but not aving the money, and then about how she was starting a new job. I'd love that, but it's more than a little scary. Seeing her again could destroy me in so many ways. Even if it's ( Read more... )

ENFP - The Champion
You scored 81% I to E, 15% N to S, 33% F to T, and 84% J to P!

Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh ( Read more... )

tonight, i miss her. I really do, my greatest fear though, is that i'd see her again, look in her eyes, and see nothing there anymore. nothing for me anyways. to see them unenchanted. I've changed a lot since then, I'm not sure she'd give who i am now the time of day. I've only even tried to date two girls since then, and neither one of them ( Read more... )