Loneliness.. a feeling I havent felt like in over a year, that is my sad reality at the moment. Just a few months ago I was happy surrounded by friends and than in an instant you find yourself alone, turning to friends only realizing there not there for you in your time of need, some friends they are. You go out of your way to make people happy and ( Read more... )

So things have been a little overwhemling these two couple of weeks. As soon as I thought things were slowing down. I get bombared with women that I dated last year. Out of the blue Tina decided to try to explain why she hasnt been around, we agree to things simple for the time being and try to pick up where we left off. Of course me and her arent ( Read more... )

My life as of now has slowed down after St Pattys day. So far its been lonesome, friends have left again. It seems like that time when they are all involved in there relationships and forget who it was that helped them and always been there for them. To be honest at first I was mad, but slowly things are getting better. I met this wonderful girl at ( Read more... )

So Saturday night I was suppose to go out with Keyla on our second date night, but earlier that day when I was at work she texted me, saying she wont be able to make it that night. I responded back with a "how come?" and she said she wanted to talk to me about it instead. So as you can imagine in my head I already knew the scenario and I was right ( Read more... )

As you know, well if you dont things with me and Keyla are starting to get serious. Ever since the party we been talking and getting to know each other, we shared a lot about each other in that time and learned that we both are looking for the same thing, no longer looking for a person to have just a relationship, but to make it even more and look ( Read more... )

Things have been changing but for the best in a way. I finally passed my personal trainer exam after struggling day and nights studying my butt off, of course the person to receive the good news was Jess, yes I still talk to her after all this time. Shortly after that on my way home Lesley texts me asking about me, I ignored her text and got back ( Read more... )

Lately friends been leaving, first it was Lesley. Now its a close friend that I known the longest(Shanice). Its sad to see someone leave, even when they dont want to. A lot has happened at work that led to this story. It all started when we got a new manager at the store. I for one didnt like the guy from the start, there was something about him ( Read more... )

Its been a month now since I last spoke to Tina and even longer than that with Lesley. They both disappeared on me without an explanation. Tina hasn't been there as much, she would always tell me about how much she likes me and how were going to meet up, but it was all a lie, when she couldn't even back it up. Instead she would disappear on me the ( Read more... )

My life as of now is a little better than it was last year at least. I learned how to be more patient with people and along the way how to make someone else happy rather just myself, I give thanks to a special someone that showed me that. For it wasn't for her I would still be stuck dealing with the loneliness and depressing nights. Sure me and ( Read more... )

So I met Tina sometime ago, back when me and Lesley were friends, but back then Tina was going through a whole ordeal of breaking up with her Ex Boyfriend, who was a total psycho from the stories she told me. That was five months ago. I didnt expect to hear from her after that.. until on day out of the blue she told me was finally done with him and ( Read more... )