Even though we been through a lot of fights between me and Lesley. It just makes us stronger in the end, we learn more from each other. In a way I feel like sometimes I owe her a lot. She came into my life in the darkest moment when I was alone and in despair. She brought me back to my senses and picked me up, she brightened up my day. I never ( Read more... )

Every time me and Lesley hang out.. I start falling for her all over again and I cant help it. Its probably because she has helped me out in the past and brought me happiness, but Lesley is always stuck in the same situation chasing after her ex boyfriend. Even though I been romantic to her and striked up conversations it seems like a dead end. I ( Read more... )

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Last Saturday it was Lesley's Birthday celebration. We ended up going to this Soca music event at the Casino. We arrived there and met up with her friends and eventually made our way in to the club. As I entered the place I saw fancy it was, even though I was knew to the whole Soca music experience I had to admit the music was rather catching my ( Read more... )

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So far its been a good couple of weeks spending time with old friends and some new friends I met along the way. I had forgotten how to be social, its not because I am an antisocial person, its just that I get caught up with work, but I find time for my friends in between all that mess. I been going to bird bowl every other Wednesday night to ( Read more... )

Im going to be busy with so much these upcoming weeks with so much. March is always like this for me, not just because of the music events as well, but mostly this is the time that my manager goes on vacation, which I find particularly odd. Lols March is about the whole tourist month and the music fest.. so maybe she parties I dunno. Anyways I am ( Read more... )

Maybe I am getting old or I am starting to get tired of the whole party scene. Last year I was enthusiastic about going to Ultra fest and all the Wmc events that last all month long, but thats not the case. I ended up selling my tickets even if I didn't have anyone to go with I would have still gone and made friends there ( Read more... )

For the first time in 12 months.. I am free. I am no longer a prisoner of my mind and emotions. All the depression and hate is gone. Its been quite a long time that I forgot how it was to smile without having to force myself to. My ambitions are greater than ever and I can feel my body gaining its regular weight again ( Read more... )

I can see now that lately I been losing focus of what I need to accomplish and what I have. Certain events and people have put stress on my mind lately and I have been slipping up in a lot of things, connections with friends, work, and possible advancements. Sometimes its hard dealing with the demons in your head by yourself. Its hard when the only ( Read more... )