so this is what it feels like to drive to the one place you find peace and happiness, only to be discouraged and leave feeling empty and alone.

i refuse to realize this is happening.

it cant. i dont want it to.

Everything is falling apart, everything that i hold on to is crumbling. as am i

i feel empty ( Read more... )

i dont feel as happy as i would like to think i am ( Read more... )

hhahaha...pelvic thrusts are way awesome.

and and and i love you oscar youre the best

Girl: Slow down. I'm scared ( Read more... )

i had trouble sleeping last night...SOOOO....i did my hair!! it looks WAYYYY awesome, i could tell you thaT!!!!


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i really really hate how im passive, and anger stays within me. its bad. someone could get hurt.

WHAT THE FUCK, NATASHA DAVIS.
STOP GIVING ME SHIT I HATE YOUR CONSTANT NAGGING.
FUCK OFF. how many times do i have to tell you? ARE YOU DEAF?? maybe i shoudl fucking yell it to your face so you remember it.
i dont even know why i waste my time posting a entry just for your annoying ass. I really dont care, you dont help me at all so i dont want ( Read more... )

i really dont know what to tell you guys. i have problems . people give you a mindless hug and a pat on the back and tell you "im sure things will be okay". you flash them a weak smile. and they walk away. and you dont see them again. thats how it is. yeah, im pretty sure people care, but they have bigger and better things to do. friends float away ( Read more... )

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